How does one describe their current happiness? Its a difficult question to answer with all the big changes happening in my life. It’s not the same as it once was & it feels like there are pieces missing. I know I will feel that same happiness again & it’s only a matter of time until I meet my match. But until then the only way to be happy is to be grateful for what you’ve got. The small things in life make me happy.
Had an amazing weekend! So tired now. Partying two nights in a row is harder than I remembered. Hangovers and I aren’t very good friends. Glad I’ve got the amazing friends in my life, they really know how to party.
Those long drives by yourself always seem to help you reflect on things and ponder others. I had this very experience sunday as I left what I like to consider a paradise. Paradise obviously isn’t perfect but I’d say this one is pretty close. It always feels strange leaving…like I’m breaking up with a place? Maybe I am just sad to leave the good times and people that live there.
So I am back in Kamloops, have been for almost a month. I am still unpacking my things and trying to get settled into life here. It’s a bit strange not being a student and I find myself tapping my fingers and being dead bored & seriously lonely. I’ve tried to avoid this on numerous occasions since my return with various work and play activities. Friends have visited, hikes have been accomplished and a few dance floor antics have taken place.
On a brighter note, I’ve been working on a large project with a partner that will more or less set up what I will be doing with my life for at least the next 5 years. You could say it’s a 5 year plan. Am I ready to settle here? It this really what I want? Questions I find myself asking on a daily basis. I know for certain it’s going to be perfect when all is said and done and I can’t wait to announce it!